This came across my mind

Whenever iam on the train, i will be thinking what if i saw you walking in the train. What will i do ? walk off quickly? What if you walk toward me trying to say hi to me. what will i reply ? What if you walk in with him beside you ? Should i walk off to the next cabinet ? Or say hi and have a chat with you. Maybe i should stop thinking about it. 3 month passed didn't see you at all, seem to fate. Maybe i wont see you again anywhere

Free to the max

Welcome to my world

Blog when you working.

I'm having a damn bad flu day. You know what ? i'm working right now yet i can blog. Tell me which chef can do this. Haha. 25min more to close my morning buffe. Today i decide not to finish my thing so early if not i have to stand there and wait like a stupid.

The emotion that following me.

Look though your facebook everyday, waiting for your next update.

Delete your number from my phone, just controlling myself not to message you any more.

Switch my phone to silent in the night, just try hard to fall a sleep.

Look at your facebook picture, just reminding myself how you treat this relationship.

In the end I found controlling myself is the hardest thing in the world.

This show I love you before, that why I feel so pain.

Anyway you wont get the chance to see this part of me.

Full stop.

Seriously i cant explain how i feel now. 60% part of me feel sad , my heart can really feel the pain yet not as pain as the previous one treat me. At least i can control myself not to do any silly thing.

Maybe in the 1st place i already protect myself form getting hurt cause i knew this would happen on me. But at the last part i did wanted to untie bit for me. Yet it seem too late.

The First Quit of mine

Is already 435am. Sleeping after i blog finish this part of me. So Hyatt will be my past me of now onward.I'm 101% confirm that i will QUIT. I want to record down how i feel about my first job i quit. Is damn troubles i can say so, I'm so stress about my feeling other people comment which make me double my thought.But when ever i think of i can leave this restaurant stop working like a dog( maybe not even a dog).I AM SO HEPPYYYYY. I told myself already this is what i decide, ever after i look back i wont regret. I always reminding myself how much i hate those people there. There is NO friend when you step in the restaurant or hotel.Dog bite Dog. Friend over there just want to make use of you. Overall i don't have any friend over there.Cause i am a human i don't like to make friend with dog. Actually have prepare myself to get scold when i start form this new restaurant. But is okay I'm still young. When ever i get scold is where i grow. Every thing going end this Sunday. hahahaha AN GO DIE YOU FUCKING TWO FACE DOG. I will be nice to burn some hell note for you. YAOYAO NO MORE CHANGING OF MIND!!!!!!! YewBoon is the first one who know i am leaving,he do support me. Meng & Haw second group that support me. Third is yong (shortcuts guy) support me too. Han that give me all those talk. Anyway they are all Malaysians .

Chef cum cleaner

Just finish mac foldover is like shit ! Life really suck, have been working like dog for the past few months Cleaner pay yet have to work like dog. SUUUUUCCk Work is really fuck ,working with people who is laziness than me. Have to respect them,can be more lazy than me. Everybody trying to act, even yours friend. wtf please!! Have to work on reunion . wth Feel like making call to my boss , just tell him i WANT TO QUIT. Just mine feeling, do that after bonus

Raining Day

Is raining day,I'm missing you.

i wish !

I wish that is on me. And is only me.

Life is still the same !

your love

Girls favorites ! That cost $400+ i think . But you can only eat it !

My future

I am totally blank about my future. People coming up to me and ask " so how ? what do you do after you finish here ?"

i really don't know what i want. I JUST FEEL LIKE LYING UNDER THE SUN EVERYDAY .REST THERE AND ENJOY MY LIFE.

IF I AM FUCKING SMART I WONT WANT TO BE A CHEF.

Singapore air show last week, so every body was fucking busy. I stayed in house. But still get a chance went there. I got sunburn just walking under the sun. Some time I really had lot of thing type here but I think shut up help more.

Some chef like to sun- tan with their chef uniform.

I know i look so_____ here .

This image was done by Singapore night knight . Cool rite ?

Ferrari plane

Interional

Some time what I think is diff from other. I think I mean to be lonely. The more I stay at home the more me being lazy to speak to other people. Even on MSN I will appear offline even I am online.

Anyway I am still in my 10k dream. DREAM COME TRUE PLEASE !

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL

angelia(her darling) here to blog for YAO~ the lazy bum=P uploaded the pic take during cny... been busy working in Grand Hyatt hotel... and gg to graduate from shatec tis may..hahaha... wish mi good luck n earn many money--REALISTIC=)

her darling & her honey.. XDD