"i will stop asking u that Q" ytd when out with group of old friend. went to shopping. it was quite tired. but i still gain something back. hehe it was damn fun. i think i went mad. but when QL and mi was in the bus . we start to say about our fate & life. IT was quite funny. then we come out with this. " even u don smoke u will also die.if god wan u back now u also have to go. so smoking wont kill." hahaha. there is more. but i wont go in detail. cos i am too lazy. hehehe. reach home 12++pm. my mum start to nag at mi. she when to cook fish ball . for herself but i finish up all her fish ball. hahaha. this is how bad i am . wake up at 7 today. i feel so tired. cos lesson start at 9 i am the 1st to reach the class room .hahaha it was damn boring lesson. only half of the class came. it was so quiet. but luckily. i sing song for them ..hahahaha my stupid & beloved wife.DID NOT COME AGAIN !! she is so lazy. trainer today finish up the whole book. i really really don't understand . just went there 1hr for copying down the note. don even understand the note. but we still have our exam on next fri. die.die.die.die.die.die cant concentrate on the lesson. cos my stupid and beloved nv come. 2 day nv saw her. hahaha. i think she will be missing mi like fuck. hope so. just now my dad shout at mi. i was fucking angry. don noe wat the fuck he is so angry for. forget. i think i will be die soon. cos of my gastric pain. i think there is a hole inside. i will be stay at home the whole day . 1st reason : cos i am too lazy yo go out. 2nd reason : nobody date mi. i wont miss u . i wont love you with my heart . i wont do anything u want to for you. i wont ask for a date with you . is that enough ? that is the worst of mi