i am eating bird nest now .hahaha. my mum make it of us . hahaha. is that caring ? today went to two house.. some thing happen btw my mum and grandma. but is none of my business. went i walk in the door. every body look at mi. fuck. every body start to say . WA. so pretty. but too short. WA. one year nicer than one year. so sexy . i think there is problem with them. now chatting with Angelia. hahaha. she is damn lame. but is still sweet. she is cute. she can be my medicine. she can make mi laugh until die . making mi feel better. she really help mi alot. you know what is the harder thing for me? when i wan to cry but i cant. when my heart is pain but she cant heal it. i have really make up my mind. i will give up. i will stop it. i will to get off soon. my turn to say game over. Wish the next victim good luck.